How This Blog Got It's Title...

So it may seem depressing of strange to have such a title for my blog... but really it is a reflection of my state of mind at the moment...

I'm learning to be out on my own... starting college... coming out of a long relationship... etc.

So the title really came from this song...

This Journey is My Own (By Sara Groves)
When I stand before the Lord,
I'll be standing alone.
This journey is my own.

Still I want man's advice,
and I need man's approval,
but this journey is my own. .

Why would I want to live for man
and pay the highest price?
What would it mean to gain the world,
only to lose my life?

So much of what I do
is to make a good impression.
This journey is my own.

So much of what I say
is to make myself look better.
This journey is my own

Why would I want to live for man
and pay the highest price?
What would it mean to gain the world,
only to lose my life?

I have never felt relief like I feel it right now.
This journey is my own.

'Cause trying to please the world
it was breaking me down, it was breaking me down. .

Now I live and I breathe
for an audience of one,
now I live and I breath
for an audience of one.
Now I live and I breathe
for an audience of one,

'cause I know this journey is my own. .
Why would I want to live for man
and pay the highest price?
What would it mean to gain the world,
only to lose my life?

You can live for someone else,
and it will only bring you pain.
I can't even judge myself.

Only the Lord can say, "Well done."